Archive for October, 2008

STILL WAITING ON LITTLE LIAM TO BE BORN!

Posted in Uncategorized on October 20, 2008 by taralceleste
THIS IS ME AT 9 MONTHS AND COUNTING

THIS IS ME AT 9 MONTHS AND COUNTING

SO THIS IS ME AT 9 MONTHS AND COUNTING. TODAY IS OCTOBER 19TH AND NO LIAM YET. I WAS DUE OCTOBER 18TH, BUT THE DAY CAME AND WENT. I GUESS HE IS JUST NOT READY YET, ALTHOUGH HE FEELS LIKE HE IS, MAYBE MY BODY ISN’T READY. I HAVE BARELY GOTTEN ANY SLEEP IN THE PAST THREE DAYS, MY SLEEPLESS NIGHTS ARE SPENT TOSSING AND TURNING, WAKING UP TO GO TO THE BATHROOM AS BEST I CAN, SINCE I CAN BARELY WALK WITHOUT PAIN AND HAVING CONTRACTIONS THAT ARE STILL SPACED HOURS IN BETWEEN. MY PELVIS HURTS BADLY LIKE I’VE GOTTEN KICKED IN THE GROIN BY A MULE AND I CAN BARELY STAND IT ANYMORE. LUCKILY I HAVE AN APPOINTMENT WITH MY O.B. TOMORROW AND I AM GOING TO BEG HIM TO INDUCE ME, BECAUSE THIS PAIN IS UNBEARABLE. AT THE CURRENT MOMENT, I FEEL CHILDBIRTH WOULD BE SO MUCH LESS PAINFUL, BUT I KNOW BETTER. THIS PREGNANCY IS JUST SO MUCH HARDER THAN THE FIRST, SEEING AS I DIDN’T GET THIS BAD OF PAIN IN THE ENDING MONTHS AND I WAS NOWHERE NEAR THIS UNCOMFORTABLE. NOT TO MENTION MY PELVIS DIDN’T FEEL THIS PAINED EITHER. SO IT IS SOMEWHAT NEW TO ME TO HAVE THESE FEELINGS. MY WATER DIDN’T BREAK ON IT’S OWN EITHER, SO I HAVE BEEN GOING TO THE LABOR AND DELIVERY FLOOR A FEW TIMES BECAUSE I ACTUALLY THOUGHT IT DID BREAK. SOME PEOPLE SAY YOU WILL KNOW, BUT THAT’S NOT EXACTLY TRUE, BECAUSE WHEN THE DOCTOR BROKE MY WATER IN THE HOSPITAL THE FIRST TIME, IT WASN’T A WHOLE LOT OF WATER, IT WAS JUST A LITTLE, SO THAT IS WHY I AM STILL UNSURE SOMETIMES AND HAVE HAD TO GET IT CHECKED OUT. I DON’T WANT TO FIND OUT THAT IT ACTUALLY DID BREAK AND I’M STILL SITTING AT HOME WONDERING WHY I’M GETTING THESE PAINS MORE FREQUENTLY UNTIL I FIGURE OUT THAT IT IS TIME TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL. I WANT TO KNOW AHEAD OF TIME SO I CAN BE PREPARED AND ORGANIZED AND MAKE SURE THAT I HAVE EVERYTHING THAT I NEED FOR MY STAY AT THE HOSPITAL. I REALLY HOPE LIAM IS BORN TOMORROW, BECAUSE THIS PAIN AND UNCOMFORT IS ALMOST UNBEARABLE FOR ME THESE PAST FEW WEEKS.

ONE WEEK TO GO!

Posted in PARENTING with tags , , , on October 9, 2008 by taralceleste

SO I HAVE ONE WEEK TO GO UNTIL MY SON KORIN RICHARD CELESTE IS BORN. I HAVE CHANGED HIS NAME YET AGAIN, BUT THIS WILL BE HIS NAME FROM NOW ON. I HAVE PACKED BOTH MY BAG AND HIS TODAY. I DIDN’T REALIZE I WOULD NEED SO MUCH STUFF FOR US BOTH. MY BAGS WERE PACKED AFTERWARDS WHEN I HAD MY SON GAVIN. I AM EXCITED AND YET I AM SCARED AS WELL. BUT I AM COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY READY TO WELCOME HIM INTO THIS WORLD….FINALLY!

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Posted in MYSPACE LAYOUTS, WEBSITE DESIGN with tags , , on October 7, 2008 by taralceleste
purple fairy layout

purple fairy layout

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MY SON’S NEW NAME

Posted in PARENTING with tags , , on October 6, 2008 by taralceleste

I HAVE DECIDED THAT MY SON’S NEW NAME WILL BE KORIN RICHARD CELESTE, KORIN DERIVING FROM THE MEANING…ROMAN GOD OF WAR, A SAINT IN ROME. I WOULD LIKE TO GET HIM AS INVOLVED IN CHURCH AS I CAN AS FAR AS CCD CLASSES AND MAKING HIS COMMUNION AND CONFIRMATION. SO I FOUND THE NAME APPROPRIATE AND I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THE SOUND AND MEANING OF IT. IT WAS GOING TO BE AIDEN RICHARD CELESTE BUT THERE ARE WAY TOO MANY AIDEN’S OUT THERE I FOUND. I ENJOY BEING DIFFERENT AND THIS IS A GOOD ADDITION TO THAT, IM SURE HE WILL LOVE HIS NAME.

STEREOTYPICAL WORLD

Posted in SOCIETY with tags , , on October 2, 2008 by taralceleste

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I BELIEVE THAT IS IS PICTURES LIKE THIS IN PHOTOGRAPHY AND MAGAZINES THAT MAKE YOUNG GIRLS AND WOMEN ALIKE VERY SELF CONSCIOUS OF THEMSELVES. SURE, THEY DON’T HAVE TO LOOK AT THEM, BUT HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THEM WHEN YOUR FLIPPING THROUGH A MAGAZINE, OR PERUSING WEBSITES THAT MAY HAVE A PICTURE LIKE THIS ON IT? SUCH AS BEING A STUMBLE FREAK LIKE ME, THAT IS HOW I FOUND IT. I WILL ADMIT THERE IS BEAUTY IN THIS PICTURE, BUT WHY NOT PHOTOGRAPH WOMEN WHO ARE A LITTLE BIGGER OR FILLED OUT AND MAKE IT JUST AS BEAUTIFUL? YOU DON’T SEE MANY OF THOSE PHOTOGRAPHS IN MAGAZINES, OR ON WEBSITES, OR BILLBOARDS. I FEEL OUR SOCIETY IS PUTTING A STEREOTYPE ON WOMEN AND IT IS NOT FAIR TO US. I DO NOT HAVE A PERFECT BODY AND IT SOMETIMES MAKES ME FEEL SELF CONSCIOUS, LIKE THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE WAY I LOOK AND THAT MEN WOULD PREFER ME TO LOOK LIKE THIS. ONE DAY OUR WORLD WILL CATER TO THESE LOOKS AND WHERE WILL THE OTHER WOMEN STAND??

30 DAYS OF HALLOWEEN

Posted in holidays with tags , , , on October 2, 2008 by taralceleste

IT’S ANOTHER DAMP, DARK DAY, BUT I AM LOVING IT. FALL COULD NOT HAVE COME AT A BETTER TIME, OR ANY FASTER THAN I WOULD HAVE LIKED. SEEING AS I AM A HALLOWEEN FANATIC, I WELCOME IT VASTLY. SOMETHING ABOUT HALLOWEEN HAS ALWAYS EXCITED ME. I THINK IT MAY BE SOMEWHAT DUE TO THE FACT THAT IT REMINDS ME OF HORROR MOVIES AND SCARY THINGS. I HAPPEN TO BE A VERY BIG HORROR MOVIE FANATIC AS WELL. I CHERISH VERY GREATLY, THE OLDER HORROR MOVIES, SUCH AS HALLOWEEN ALL SEQUELS INCLUDED, NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET, ALL SEQUELS AS WELL, THE FIRST NIGHT OF THE LIVING DEAD. JUST ALL THE GREATS THAT NOT ALOT OF PEOPLE PAY TRIBUTE TO. BUT THE PROBLEM WITH BEING SUCH A HUGE HORROR FANATIC, IS THAT I STILL GET AFRAID AFTER WATCHING ONE. I WILL BE FINE BEFORE AND DON’T THINK TWICE ABOUT IT, BUT ONCE I WATCH BACK TO BACK HORROR FLICKS ALL NIGHT, I FIND MYSELF CHECKING CLOSETS AND HALLWAYS BEFORE ENTERING, OR….AS I HAVE HEARD ALOT OF PEOPLE DO, SLEEPING WITH THE COVERS OVER MY HEAD. I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE, SO DON’T LAUGH! ALOT OF PEOPLE SUFFER FROM THAT AILMENT IN SUCH TERMS. SLEEPING WITH THE COVERS OVER THEIR HEAD. I DON’T CONTRIBUTE IT FULLY TO THE HORROR FANATICISM, IT’S MOSTLY BECAUSE I HAVE ALWAYS HAD A GREAT FEAR OF THE DARK. UNABLE TO GET OVER THAT FEAR, I TEND TO FOOLISHLY FUEL IT WITH LONG NIGHTS OF EXTRA BUTTER POPCORN, A BOWL, OR BAG OF MY FAVORITE SWEETS, A BLANKET TO COVER MY FACE WHEN I GET THAT UNEXPECTED SCARE FROM A MOVIE SCENE AND A WIDE ARRAY OF HORROR MOVIES STACKED UP AND READY TO WATCH. USUALLY I START WITH ONE MOVIE AND ALL OF IT’S FOLLOWING SEQUELS AND THEN IF I AM NOT TIRED, MOVE ONTO THE NEXT ONE. THE BEST PART ABOUT LOVING HORROR MOVIES AND TAKING A HUGE INTEREST IN THE MAKING OF THEM AND THE OLDER MOVIES THAT MADE AN IMPACT ON THE MOVIE INDUSTRY, IS HALLOWEEN EACH YEAR. THE CABLE COMPANY LOVES TO GRACE US WITH 30 DAYS OF HALLOWEEN! WHICH I PREPARE FOR EVERY YEAR ADAMANTLY WITH GLEE AND SUSPENSE. THEY START THEIR HALLOWEEN HORROR FLICKS EARLY TO GIVE YOU THAT PAINFULLY AWAITING DOSE OF HORROR. I HAVE TO SAY OUT OF ALL OF THEM, I LOVE THE HALLOWEEN TRILOGIES THE BEST. THE MUSIC, THE VINTAGE WORKINGS OF IT AND THE RESPECTFUL AMOUNT OF GORE THAT YOU DON’T REALLY SEE. NOT TO MENTION THE MUSIC. MY MOTHER USUALLY WATCHES THE 30 DAYS WITH ME, BUT SHE ISN’T THAT BIG ON HORROR FLICKS AS I AM AND CAN NOT FIGURE OUT FOR THE LIFE OF HER WHY I KEEP WATCHING THESE MOVIES AND TORTURING MYSELF, WHEN IT JUST SCARES THE EVER LIVING BEJEESUS OUT OF ME, CAUSING ME TO INCREASE THE BLANKET ON THE HEAD SECURITY FOR THE NIGHT. I DON’T BELIEVE I’LL EVER KNOW EITHER, BUT BEING A HORROR BUFF IS IN MY BLOOD AND IT’S JUST SOMETHING I DO WITHOUT THINKING. MORE OF A SUBCONCIOUS THING I GUESS, LIKE SECOND NATURE TO ME. I DON’T THINK I COULD STOP WATCHING THEM IF I TRIED. IT’S JUST NORMAL TO ME. SO FOR ALL YOU HALLOWEEN FANATICS AND HORROR FLICK BUFFS, OUR 30 DAYS ARE COMING, SO STOCK UP ON YOUR POPCORN AND SWEETS AND DON’T FORGET THE BLANKET FOR THE COUCH!!

FALLEN ANGEL

Posted in Photography with tags , on October 1, 2008 by taralceleste

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